I was timid growing up, and I have always looked feminine. Yet, I always acted masculine around everyone. I did not know what I wanted in my life, or what was missing but I knew something was.
When I was finally old enough to move out on my own I had went shopping and saw these super cute panties. They caught my eye and told me to buy them. I was scared to buy them at the store, so when I got to my place I went online and bought some. A few days later they arrived and I slipped them on, it was an awakening for me.
I decided they had to match with something, so I bought a bra, then a dress. That soon turned into multiple clothing items. I began shaving my body hair, and learned to apply makeup. I took the leap and bought a nice wig, and once I was ready and placed the wig on my head Billie was born.
I had it all on, I felt and looked so pretty. I took another leap and stepped outside and went for a drive. I wasn’t brave enough to step outside in complete public but I was out there. I still continue to dress up whenever I get the chance. I do not think I will stop, nor do I feel I should. The feeling I get when I have it all on is just thrilling and worth every second.
Submitted by Billie
My wife got me started cross dressing over 20 years ago she had me try on mini skirts and bikini panties and eventually I liked it I liked a lot of the real pretty colors she got fluorescent mini skirts and bikini panties and black lights and we watch porno movies and drank a lot and party and had fun Unfortunately she passed away over a year ago now I have all this pretty lingerie and nobody to wear it with because I only wear it in the bedroom,wish i had someone fun to wear it with,she bought a lot of pretty lingerie!!!
I am a crossdresser that never went out or fully dressed but always enjoyed wearing pantyhose. heels, either a dress or a skirt and a blouse.
Now being older I regret not going full dressed even going out dressed even though I always wanted to but was to scared or embarrassed about being seen dressed as a female.
Enjoy your time being Billie as I have being julee and another thing, go to the store buy a pair of panties and a bra the excitement will excite you browsing the lingerie dept looking for a sexy pair of panties and bra. 🙂
julee
I’m a crossdresser I’m afraid to go on public no body nows about this I love all of lingere
it might get to the point like it did with me where i couldnt face going back to boy clothes so i stopped wearing them , if it does just accept it you will be much happier