I was timid growing up, and I have always looked feminine. Yet, I always acted masculine around everyone. I did not know what I wanted in my life, or what was missing but I knew something was.
When I was finally old enough to move out on my own I had went shopping and saw these super cute panties. They caught my eye and told me to buy them. I was scared to buy them at the store, so when I got to my place I went online and bought some. A few days later they arrived and I slipped them on, it was an awakening for me.
I decided they had to match with something, so I bought a bra, then a dress. That soon turned into multiple clothing items. I began shaving my body hair, and learned to apply makeup. I took the leap and bought a nice wig, and once I was ready and placed the wig on my head Billie was born.
I had it all on, I felt and looked so pretty. I took another leap and stepped outside and went for a drive. I wasn’t brave enough to step outside in complete public but I was out there. I still continue to dress up whenever I get the chance. I do not think I will stop, nor do I feel I should. The feeling I get when I have it all on is just thrilling and worth every second.
Submitted by Billie
it might get to the point like it did with me where i couldnt face going back to boy clothes so i stopped wearing them , if it does just accept it you will be much happier
I’m a crossdresser I’m afraid to go on public no body nows about this I love all of lingere
I am a crossdresser that never went out or fully dressed but always enjoyed wearing pantyhose. heels, either a dress or a skirt and a blouse.
Now being older I regret not going full dressed even going out dressed even though I always wanted to but was to scared or embarrassed about being seen dressed as a female.
Enjoy your time being Billie as I have being julee and another thing, go to the store buy a pair of panties and a bra the excitement will excite you browsing the lingerie dept looking for a sexy pair of panties and bra. 🙂
julee