I’ve been dressing since I was 12 years old. It all started with trying on my mom’s bathing suit that was hanging in the bathroom. Words cannot describe how I felt when I put it on. Many of you probably know exactly what I am referring to.
Time passed and I began to venture into my sister’s room to wear what she had worn to HS for the day. That included skirts and sweaters, you name it. At the time, it was a perfect scenario.
Years passed and I didn’t even consider dressing…although, deep down, I longed for it. Finally, I got an apartment on my own and I ordered a dress and heels from Overstock.com. Wow! It felt amazing to feel the fabric cling to my body and see how unreal my legs looked with with high heels on.
Unfortunately, I never found the courage to tell anyone about my secret habit. That secret is still with me today. I have been trying to figure out a way to explain it to my wife, because I believe that she is capable of enjoying my alter ego with me.
This was a few weeks ago with a little help from the Faceapp. I was wearing a bridesmaids dress that my wife wore at her sister’s wedding. I know that I shared a lot and that it may not be what some of you have been looking for, but I’m stuck. I feel that for me to grow as a person, I can’t hold it in any longer.
Any advice is greatly appreciated. Thank you in advance!