Nikki Klass

▶ Femme name: Nikki Klass

▶ Location: London

▶ How long you have been crossdressing: Since childhood. It was tights that did it ! Then more underwear, socks in bras, more and more dressing up, just to kind of justify, make sense of the tights really ! Teenage years, I’d go and spend a night at my aunties’ (she wasn’t that much older than me) so I could hide some of her clothes in the bathroom and secretly dress up later.



▶ Say something about your crossdressing experience: It was in my twenties that I started to find online forums and makeover services. I’d always wanted – and needed – to know and see how I’d look and feel completely transformed. I thought I’d look terrible and have it kind of exorcised out of my system, scratched the itch. But it didn’t.

The first time, I wasn’t sure, but I needed to try it again. On my third makeover, I had the reveal all in one go – and I cried ! I suddenly saw and felt everything that I’d been feeling in my life till that point. It had always been there – and was always going to be.I remember my first time outside and what a thrill it was. The very first time of hearing heels that sound of heels concrete – and they were mine. The feel of cold air up my skirt. A real feeling vulnerability, but also power maybe ? Going into a member’s club and finding other people seeing me dressed for the first time – the attention I got and the surprise at how that felt. I’d always thought of myself as straight, but to have men looking at me, clearly finding me attractive was a very, very heady feeling.

At this point it has definitely become a thing in my life. I wanted to do it more, explore it more, experience the absolute rush of how I felt, how I looked and how much I loved being out – clubs and meets. I started to do things dressed up that I would never do, or want to do ‘as a boy’. I was newly married and although my wife didn’t know the full details, she new enough to leave.

At that point I hated it, what it had down to me and the massive knock on effects through divorce. Another relationship came to an end because of it – and I realized then that it wasn’t what *I* was doing that was wrong but that I was with people who were wrong for me. I decided to embrace it, enjoy it and accept it all as just another part of me.The next few years were the highlight for me. Nikki became fully realized. I found her look, her attitude, my friends. As a guy I have never felt attractive at all – though people tell me I am. Lacking in self confidence, wanting to be, but never feeling desired. But suddenly I was. It didn’t matter that it was men as much as anyone else – I know what it’s like to be turned on as a guy, what male sexual energy can feel like and to know I was making males feel like that was amazing. I was sexy, desired – and it felt powerful.



Rather than craving people saying yes to me, I was able to say no to them. I felt like Nikki was my superpower. I then had to learn how to realize that it wasn’t ‘her’ who had that, but ‘me’. I ‘created’ her, she was part of me – and so the confidence and power she had was something I needed to start to accept and realize in my own life. I think when I did that, I felt like ‘Nikki – Game Completed’ !

Since then I’ve dressed on and off. When I’ve felt like it. But I’ve also found my sexiness, appeal and confidence as a man, as part of a rounded whole. And I’m very grateful to Nikki for that.



▶ Reason you crossdress: Honestly – I just feel really, really sexy.

▶ Things you like doing after getting dressed: I don’t know if this is the place to fully answer that question!

▶ Your favorite outfits/style: Whatever it is, it involves stockings !

▶ Where do you buy your clothes/makeup/shoes from: Wherever sells my sizes. If I like the item too – bonus. I’m tall, and finding male things that fit me, that I also like, is hard enough anyway. So when I find girl stuff that I like and fits I tend to make that the core of my outfits. A few things I really love rather than loads of things I don’t. I have always said that ‘Nikki’ has a kinky side too – so *she* likes dressing up. It’s not that *I* like dressing up as a girl in a uniform, in latex – it’s that Nikki does.



▶ How long does it take you to get ready: Couple of hours. Three max. If I’m going out I will always, always go for a pro makeover. I want to look my very, very best – and I don’t have the skills for that ! Bring tall I’m going to be looked at and so I want to make sure they have something good to look at 😊 Jodie at the Boudoir was my first.

Then the late Pandora, who made me cry tears of pure joy. Claire at TVAMC was a huge part of my growth and development of finding my look, confidence and style. Finally Alison Dale gave me the best two makeovers I’ve ever had, I felt like I never had before, or since. I’m so sad not to be able to have that opportunity now – and there’s a feeling that if I can’t look or feel the way she made me, I don’t want to do it again !

▶ Instagram: @missnikkiklass

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