My story is a little different from the ones I’ve read here, they all have a happy ending but in my case it’s the opposite. It all started when I was around 6 years old and I put on my mom’s black panties and from there an addiction to clothes that I couldn’t contain.
After a few years in my loneliness, I stopped wearing women’s clothes but at some point I returned that desire to feel that feeling of femininity again and want to wear something sexy something like beautiful black panties, a black bra, black stockings and high heels Everything was going well, but things changed when I got married I thought everything was going to change but no, it was worse…
Since my desire to wear women’s clothes grew and my wife, being a woman from a conservative family, could not bear that her man would wear stockings and heels. Till a few years I was able to keep the secret of my crossdressing but one day everything changed when I wat at home, I was wearing a black corset with some beautiful fishnet stockings and a pair of high-heeled sandals that I bought at a local store. I was recording myself when she returned earlier than expected. I put everything away as quickly as possible and a feeling of fear and guilt took over me.
I did not do it for a long time again and after the years I returned to that feeling of wanting to dress as a girl. I bought many slippers, stockings and two dresses, one red and one black that made me feel very sensual with the stockings I combined them and how beautiful.
You could see my legs wearing the heels that I like so much. One night, when I got home from work, my wife had already discovered my hiding place and took out all the girly things. Her reaction was the worst I had seen in her after being married for so many years, she threatened to take it out on me and she did.
In this time, things calmed down and she does not accept this and for my part I try not to do it since she is my whole life. Only those rich and exciting moments remain in my mind in which I can still feel the softness of some stockings, what it’s beautiful to put on girl’s underwear and obviously the contour that wearing sexy heels gives.
Submitted by Guillermo